My heart is not calm
My mind is not at ease
I have fears
Losing hope I still say please.
No one knows
And no one understands
While I'm with mind wondering
Tripping and blundering
I fear I am deteriorating.
According to the quo
That which I know
Is unreasonable and illogical.
No one knows and no one understands.
I have tried to let it go
But I have seen between the lines in the story
I saw the making of the show.
I feel I need an hour in every minute
And a week in every hour.
I know my mind is clouded
With clarity comes the power
I need to get to the bottom of this mess
My understanding is amiss
I think what I'm seeking I will find
When I have peace of mind
I think attachment is driving me into the wild