Difficulty for me is measured out in terms of time. How long something will take to complete with the resources available determines the difficulty.

There's something calming to be about massive disorder... There's so much to do as always, and so much of it is directly apparent compared to the usual apparent amount... then it's compared to the rest of what is felt to be done... then seems so little... and I realize the duty goes on for infinity no matter what... it's soothing to gaze at the infinite.

Originally written August 15, 2005 @ 6:54 PM