I have become the demon I've longed to fight. Now I must die at the hands of the pure one. Should I go on with my ill intentions to fulfill my desires? At least then I should not die in vain. So I will go on with my ill intentions. I will breath fire into the lake and I will then again be stabbed in the heart by fate. I will be sad with myself and lonely again. I'll consume the entire lake of fire and hold the pure one up above dangling with a sword pointing at me until I wish for it to end, admitting I was wrong. Only to find out I was more wrong and even was the pure one. It was not the sword of the pure one which ended me, but the touch and it gave me new life.